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[06 Jun 2006|11:52am]
just found out there that results for our exams go out on "tuesday 8th august by first class post"
2months of freedom
i'm so happy it's summer!

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random.;.. [05 May 2006|10:15pm]
oh and also;
tonight i was in the car and thought about my future and i know what i'm going to do
leave at the end of 5th yr and go to college and do advanced higher drama, english, art and crash higher business
don't know what college yet
then go to uni and study whatever i need to study to become a drama/english teacher part time
and the rest of the time to acting off the side :)

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another good weekend [01 May 2006|07:12pm]
[ mood | content ]

so my mp3 came and it's actually awesome
it's the creative zen vision m adn it's really good :)
chuffed chuffed, been waiting since february for one!
sp saturday involved lucy's birthday, a load of cunts, botanic gardens, booze, josh's hoose, dominoes pizza, lucy's trampoline, camping in the backgarden, destroying the other tent and egging it ;P and getting 4 hours sleep or no sleep at allit' was fantasssstic :D
i didn't realise how much i missed rachel
so sunday, did some studying and ended up at lucay max's
was supposed to be going to rory's sister's 18th but maw said no cause of studying
so i said i was staying at lucay's but actually stayed a josh's
me and lucay max went a pure trek through maxwell park, was good but
then josh came and got me, STEAAAAAAMIIIINN was actually so weird/funny lol
cause i've never seen him that bad lol
went to his cause he had an empty and woke up 9ish, wanted to sleep till one or something cause i only got 4 hours sleep on saturday!
but i couldn't get back to sleep
then skye came in and we got up and josh made us foooooood and just chilled
then big ragin' maw phoned said i was to be home in a hour :(
everything's okay now, she's not mad anymore, touch wood.
can't wait for exams to be over and for social life to be back to normal!
josh wrote all over me with a black permenant pen FS
well not all over, no one will see it but it actually won't come off :|
really getting the of the maths past papers, which is good
no more maths next year for the first time since primary 1
i'm going on a bit much so byee

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[26 Apr 2006|08:39pm]
things fucked up alot today.

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[22 Mar 2006|11:16am]
[ mood | in pain ]

today the pain is alot worse than it was yesterday
i think i'm just going to go to sleep
getting visitors this week :)
josh on friday
yaz and lucy on sunday
i have to go into school at the end of the day on friday to do my french oral
and then i have to go into school monday period 3+4 and tuesday to do my drama practical
great :|
can't wait till this heals
i'm watching this thing about 3 people in rehab and two are leaving today but they are so fucked up from herion it's unbeievable
it's seriously bad

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tonsimilituuuuus! [21 Mar 2006|07:14pm]
[ mood | content ]

well yesterday the tonsils came out
i was really scared last week but it all went away yesterday which i prefered
i got there about 11 and a few doctors/nurses, my surgeon and my anaesthesist {whatever you call them} talked to me
i went into theatre about 10 past 3
i had one of those stupid drip things in my hand, they put this cream on it before hand so i didn't feel it go in
then when i went in the anaesthetic was really stingy going in my hand but my anaesthesist kept saying think of something nice like a warm beach but i just thought of josh instead and then i fell asleep
when i woke up everything was blurry and i couldn't read the time
it was one of the weirdest thing that had ever happened to me
i woke and said "is that it?" and the nurse around me where like "yeah that's it"
i sat in recovery for ageeees and this nurse gave me like four doses of morphine through the drip needle in my hand
that wasn't too nice later on, made me feel really sick and tired
before i went into theatre they gave me a valium jeez
so basically yesterday i had a jelly and herion :|
the drip needle was in my hand all night even though i didn't need it!
it was so annoying, i had the worst sleep ever aswell
went to sleep about 1 in the morning then woke up at 2:45 then back to sleep then woke up at 3:15 and so on
it went on the whole night was so annoying
i had my own room and bathroom thank god
the first docotor that came to see me asked me what my allergies were and i said alcohol and the glue on plasters and he said "alcohol, are you serious??" i was like "yep"
then he said "omg i'd just end it all now if i were you"
i was like WHAAA!! you're supposed to be a fucking doctor jeez!
he also said getting my tonsils taken out will feel like the worst case of tonsillitis i've ever had
it's actually nothing to what i used to get
oh and apparently my surgeon said i did have an absess on my tonsil
i went to hospital in october to get it removed but the dcotor that saw me said after a number of jags i didn't have one
it's also known as a "quincy throat"
but i did have one cause my surgeon said it was clear to see when he took my tonsils out
so yeah that was my wonderful experience, not really
my mum said she was going to by me a get well soon teddy bear instead she got my the new benefit face powder "dallas"
it's so pretty :)
i'm quite happy
can't go out for a week though, i'm also missing a party this sat :(

(1 Color |♥| Where is that Indigo?)

[15 Mar 2006|06:33pm]
[ mood | content ]

i've felt so strange recently
i've been thinking deeply about alot of things
things are so strange sometimes
i felt unwantingness today
like i wasn't supposed to be there
i tried to avoid chelsey at all costs, i don't want to be a part of this and i knew they would be talking about it all day and i'm sure they were
tonsils out on monday
i'm quite worried about this general anesthetic but i can't even be bothered talking about it anymore cause everyone says the same thing to reassure me but it doesn't.
today was kinda okay
i was my wee happy self at the start of the day, happy like i was in the weekend
i'm really happy with alot of things right now.

(1 Color |♥| Where is that Indigo?)

times square can't shine as bright as you [12 Mar 2006|12:24pm]
[ mood | happy ]

yesterday and friday was the happiest i have ever been in a long time
it was great :)
was in such a good mood all weekend and i still am
i'm supposed to be at josh's today but i dunno what the main roads are like and my cars snowed in
i'm gonna walk to the shops and see
i'm worried about my elisa :(
oh try haribo strawbs, they're good ;)
ehh... not got much else to say apart from the fact i'm happy

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wee update [18 Feb 2006|01:02pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

last night was kanye west
and it was gid gid gid
josh got tickets last min so he took meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeddddooooooo
haha it was giiiiiiiiiid
i'm a bit hyper right now incase you didn't realise
lost stevo half way through, got him at the end but
yesterday was scary :| nearly fainted
this holiday week has been really really good
i made the most of it and i'm glad i did
parents week next week :|
i read my report it's better than i thought it would be
my mum doesn't know about it yet though...

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another week... [16 Feb 2006|06:40pm]
[ mood | content ]

it was my birthday one monday
and then valentines day on tuesday
and my present was unbelievable :)
this week had beenreally good
this is the first day i haven't been with josh
although i was supposed to have
going to kanye west tomorrow with steven, should be good
and lucy got me a ticket to see panic! at the disco in april
that'll be good
i got a laptop for my birthday
it's pure good :)
trying to sort out all my songs though... it's taking so long
school on tuesday... the holidays went quite fast

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